Re: DJ Tron, last conversation

> Ain't no rainbows in hell, mother-fuck-fuck-fuck-fuck (cue gabber kicks).
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> On 7/19/08, CharlesRomaella 2.0 <handtrembler@...> wrote:
> >
> > My last exchange with Jeff involved a fearful confession of his own
> > personal wretchedness. He mentioned feeling his entire being breaking
> down.
> > Even before his girlfriend left, the depth of Jeff's pain and emptiness
> was
> > harrowing.
> >
> > He answered a couple terse questions of mine with a few disclosures of
> how
> > much worse he was doing (and had been for years and years) than others
> > realized. He also insisted those details remain discreet. They are,
> however,
> > part of why he didn't have any desire to have children- exposing them to
> a
> > life like his. He was working on an autobiography.
> > People sometimes do that when they're empty and they've wrestled out so
> > much.
> >
> > I don't know about his body, but Jeff's inner self died of thirst.
> >
> > And I promised despite all naysayers, and I haven't the slightest doubt
> > Jeff would've wanted the same, to proclaim water for the thirsting,
> liberty
> > for the captives, good news to the poor, and healing to the afflicted.
> >
> > Everyone who thirsts,
> > come to the waters;
> > and you that have no money,
> > come, buy and eat!
> > Come, buy wine and milk
> > without money and without price.
> > Why do you spend your money for that which is not bread,
> > and your labour for that which does not satisfy?
> > Listen carefully to me, and eat what is good,
> > and delight yourselves in rich food.
> > Incline your ear, and come to me;
> > listen, so that you may live.
> > I will make with you an everlasting covenant,
> > my steadfast, sure love for David.
> > See, I made him a witness to the peoples,
> > a leader and commander for the peoples.
> > See, you shall call nations that you do not know,
> > and nations that do not know you shall run to you,
> > because of the Lord your God, the Holy One of Israel,
> > for he has glorified you.
> > Seek the Lord while he may be found,
> > call upon him while he is near;
> > let the wicked forsake their way,
> > and the unrighteous their thoughts;
> > let them return to the Lord, that he may have mercy on them,
> > and to our God, for he will abundantly pardon.
> > For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
> > nor are your ways my ways, says the Lord.
> > For as the heavens are higher than the earth,
> > so are my ways higher than your ways
> > and my thoughts than your thoughts.
> > For as the rain and the snow come down from heaven,
> > and do not return there until they have watered the earth,
> > making it bring forth and sprout,
> > giving seed to the sower and bread to the eater,
> > so shall my word be that goes out from my mouth;
> > it shall not return to me empty,
> > but it shall accomplish that which I purpose,
> > and succeed in the thing for which I sent it.
> > For you shall go out in joy,
> > and be led back in peace;
> > the mountains and the hills before you
> > shall burst into song,
> > and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands.
> > Instead of the thorn shall come up the cypress;
> > instead of the brier shall come up the myrtle;
> > and it shall be to the Lord for a memorial,
> > for an everlasting sign that shall not be cut off.
> >
> > - that's Isaiah 55.
> >
> > And this is part of John 4:
> >
> > He had to go through Samaria on the way. Eventually he came to the
> > Samaritan village of Sychar, near the field that Jacob gave to his son
> > Joseph. Jacob's well was there; and Jesus, tired from the long walk, sat
> > wearily beside the well about noontime. Soon a Samaritan woman came to
> draw
> > water, and Jesus said to her, "Please give me a drink." He was alone at
> the
> > time because his disciples had gone into the village to buy some food.
> The
> > woman was surprised, for Jews refuse to have anything to do with
> Samaritans.
> > She said to Jesus, "You are a Jew, and I am a Samaritan woman. Why are
> you
> > asking me for a drink?" Jesus replied, "If you only knew the gift God has
> > for you and who you are speaking to, you would ask me, and I would give
> you
> > living water." "But sir, you don't have a rope or a bucket," she said,
> "and
> > this well is very deep. Where would you get this living water? And
> besides,
> > do you think you're greater than our ancestor Jacob,
> > who gave us this well? How can you offer better water than he and his
> sons
> > and his animals enjoyed?" Jesus replied, "Anyone who drinks this water
> will
> > soon become thirsty again. But those who drink the water I give will
> never
> > be thirsty again. It becomes a fresh, bubbling spring within them, giving
> > them eternal life."
> >
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> >
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