As i think of the yesterdays
before you ruined my life.
At 5 you made me carry your knife'
at 6 you gave me some grey tape' and said that's great
as you could not take your eyes off me.
At 8 you told mom you were taking me on a date
but as you touched me i ran' and said this is the end
and that's when you slapped me.You were my brother like no other
as you were evil as shit.
what you did was unforgivable.
Why at 15 did i have to run and scream' as you
started it all up again.
Now when i was 16 i always had to run ' punch
fight' and scream' as you were my worse dream but you were real.
Why you did this i cannot say
but one day asshole you will pay and pay and I'll be the one
to torture you for once
Well here he comes again trying to be a friend
seeking to give me a ride.that's when i felt your hand go inside of
heart and blouse again.You then pulled your gun ' and said oh it's a
in fun and i said low he is going to die.
With your gun on me you made me get undressed for some sex
i grabbed my knife.
When your grabbed my hair and pushed my head down there
is when i stuck your face '
I grabbed the gun in a race ' of who is getting splattered over
I shot him 3times and he cried like a bitch
and for every-year he touched me.
As he was dieing and i was cutting'
i really should of gutted him but i had already had my fun.
we decided he did not deserve
to be buried so we took him home ' cut his skin off all
his bones and i laughed as we should of
deboned him 'alive and that's where the monster now lays.
Thank-you Shad for the sweet compliment's it wasn't a brother but my uncle' and when i was 10 i used to think what i could do to him' and this poem is quite fitting per say lol.